First Day of Blogging My Journey

Who knew that the journey of motherhood would take me to blogging my days of memories, suprises, and adventures.  Seems like everywhere we turn the world is advancing at a pace that even the slightest detail of our every day lives gets some sort of interest through twitter, Facebook, and even the relic of MySpace.  However, despite all the advances in today's society, being a mom is complicated yet simple with no technological advancements in ourselves.  The love and devotion to our babies is a constant that doesn't include an upgrade or a download or a status. 

One of my best friends introduced me to blogging and I never did quite understand the point of it.  It wasn't until today after reading a very touching and emotional blog of hers that I decided that this could be some sort of release or conversation.  Even though no one may reply or comment, you have let out a frustration, talked about a moment that changed you, or something that makes you smile from the inside out.

My journal of my journey will have up moments and down moments.  At the age of 31, I have learned that life changes in an instant with good and bad.  I will begin this journal talking about my three greatest accomplishments that started this incredible journey for me.

Kaitlyn was born on May 30, 2000.  A very quiet and calm baby, Kaitlyn had this peace about her from the moment I laid eyes on her.  My pregnancy wasn't planned and I was only married for one year.  The thought of having a baby, having this little person depend on me was a frightening thought.  At the age of 21, I didn't know what to cook for supper or even make a substantial grocery list much less care for a baby.  My mom always told me, "Being a mom comes natural and you will see everything fall into place when you see your baby."  So being 21, I relied on mom's advice and anxiously awaited the arrival of my daughter.  Arriving 6 weeks early, Kaitlyn Paige came into this world and ever since has become not only my slice of peacefulness but my best friend.  Her quiet nature is calming and despite being a huge tomboy, she always needs a hug from me.  Those hugs are journey moments I never want to forget.

Kimberleigh was born on November 17, 2001.  A very happy and laughing baby, Kimberleigh had this light in her eyes and I knew she would be my firecracker.  Kimberleigh came 7 weeks early and stayed in NICU for 3 weeks.  I thought I had experienced every emotion already as a mother because I considered myself a "vet!"  How could I not be prepared for walking into a NICU and seeing my little baby girl with tubes every where and trying to make it?  I remember the moment I saw an IV in her head and I lost it.  I wanted to take her home, love her, and fight this battle for her.  One thing my daughter taught me in that NICU is that no matter how small you are, you can fight this biggest battle of your life and win.  Kimberleigh came home in time for Christmas and to this day, she has a fighting personality that will catch you off guard but make you laugh in one breath.  The birth of Kimberleigh and her NICU stay were journey moments of pain, sadness, and then extreme joy.  She is known as the Diva in my home and even though she is HUGE personality, she still needs her mom even for the little boo boos.

Enter:  Divorce 2006
Enter:  Marriage 2010
Enter:  Divorce 2010

Kaesen was born on December 31, 2010.  You are reading that correctly.  I just had my little boy a few short months ago.  When I thought I would never have any more children, the Lord blessed me with the most handsome baby.  He is already showing a personality trait like his older sister, Kimberleigh, and I am getting ready for his shocking moments.  Kasesn was born 5 weeks early.  As you can see, my pregnancy journey ends quickly and without warning.  I was blessed that he wasn't put in NICU but for only a few short hours to monitor his breathing.  During my pregnancy, a lot happened in my life and my focus remained on Kaesen and the two girls.  My pregnancy included pre-term labor at 22 weeks, bed rest, and a very interesting journey to the hospital that included my step-mom driving really fast and almost hitting my mom in front of us.  Thank you Nissan for the breaks on my car. 
So now on to my first official day of blogging.  My day consisted of 6 a.m. wake up coffee time for Kaitlyn and Kimberleigh and 6:15 a.m. bottle time for Kaesen.  Rush out the door.  Girls on bus: Check - Baby in carseat: Check - Traffic:  Check - Baby at Sitter:  Check - Work:  Check - My mind:  Wait I think I lost that somewhere. Hmmmm, now where could that thing be!  hehe